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12:54pm 22/11/2003
  i'm closing this lj.

got a new username (thanks to my dearest bestie)

i added all my friends back.

see you guys there. *muaxx*
 
     
carved in blood
 
somewhere down that distant road ...   
09:33pm 27/07/2003
 
mood: calm
music: Barry Manilow: Somewhere Down the Road
Sometimes goodbyes are not forever
It doesn't matter if you're gone
I still believe in us together
I understand more than you think I can
You have to go out on your own
So you can find your way back home
 
     
&4 carved in blood
 
words are an aphrodisac   
03:52pm 27/07/2003
 
He holds me when i start to cry
Makes me smile with just his eyes
Shares my hopes, dreams and fears
Wipes away all my tears
I love him without regret
I just haven't found him yet
 
     
&2 carved in blood
 
I tried to kill (this) pain   
05:33pm 25/05/2003
 
mood: sleepy
music: Faith Hill: Beautiful
Last night was the first time and closest time I'd ever come to openly admitted I was thinking of something other than emotional pain...
(Please god, let Ming be too drunk to remember anything at all.)

Played touch rugby, or at least what we could with 4 people and a 2m-width space. If I'd been wearing shoes, I would asked someone to go for a run with me.

Everything else's with the friends..
 
     
&1 carved in blood
 
Sometimes, I wish they'd just erase this memory   
05:26pm 25/05/2003
 
mood: calm
music: Evanesence: Taking Over Me
you don't remember me but I remember you
I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you
but who can decide what they dream?
and dream I do...

I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
you're taking over me

have you forgotten all I know
and all we had?
you saw me mourning my love for you
and touched my hand
I knew you loved me then

I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
you're taking over me

I look in the mirror and see your face
if I look deep enough
so many things inside that are just like you are taking over
 
     
&2 carved in blood
 
You're oh-so-beautiful ...   
08:11pm 20/05/2003
 
mood: frustrated
music: Evanescence: Bring Me To Life
Damnit. Nothing's going right for the blog layout. Somehow the stupid layers won't work with the damned table.

Farkit.
 
     
carved in blood
 
maybe if you cried just a little; i'd feel less of this pain   
10:02pm 19/05/2003
 
mood: melancholy
music: faith hill: cry
is that mattering just as much to you as it is to me?

i hauled all my hurts to the friends ...
 
     
&1 carved in blood
 
I just need a little more lovin'   
10:23pm 18/05/2003
 
mood: bitchy
music: Delta Goodrem: Born to Try
At long last I manage to change something about this thing. Thanks a whole lot Jem! :p

Nothing's really changed in terms of colors.. I matched it exactly with the blog's cos it's just in my mindset now. Dont't really feel like doing my essay, but if I don't, I'd get fucked left right up down tomorrow and Exco elections are on Wednesday. Damnit, I so want to get into Exco. No, forget that. I want to be President. But somehow, that isn't too likely. *rolls eyes*

Now Mich can't blame me again for not updating. Ha. Had a mini-argument with her that day because she's still named as Mich the Bitch in my phone book. It's funny how we don't want to let go of our old nicknames. I mean, I still respond to Trashy and only my MG girlfriends can call me that.

Giving a special shoutout to Slim who's feeling down. I told you men suck. Without the question mark behind, you notice.

Wish me luck, this LJ's going on the ICQ info. Let's hope it'll be the same as it was before. Somehow, I don't think I'm going to leave all the personal entries out in the open. I'm just afraid about the blog. Just.. well. Time to face it and 'fess up, I guess.

All of us are into the anything with a dick should be castrated club. Ha. I won't say being single rocks, but it sure beats having to understand (stupid) men.

boys need to grow up, but men are still immature anyway.
 
     
&2 carved in blood
 
that's been frozen in that pretty silver girl   
09:25pm 05/05/2003
 
mood: contemplative
music: Evanescance: Bring Me to Life
Just testing out the new LJ.
 
     
carved in blood
 
 
 
 

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