i keep trying to find my way;

Sat, 22 Nov 2003 04:55:39 GMT

i'm closing this lj.

got a new username (thanks to my dearest bestie)

i added all my friends back.

see you guys there. *muaxx*

somewhere down that distant road ...

Sun, 27 Jul 2003 13:38:28 GMT

Sometimes goodbyes are not forever
It doesn't matter if you're gone
I still believe in us together
I understand more than you think I can
You have to go out on your own
So you can find your way back home

words are an aphrodisac

Sun, 27 Jul 2003 07:53:51 GMT

He holds me when i start to cry
Makes me smile with just his eyes
Shares my hopes, dreams and fears
Wipes away all my tears
I love him without regret
I just haven't found him yet

I tried to kill (this) pain

Sun, 25 May 2003 08:39:34 GMT

Last night was the first time and closest time I'd ever come to openly admitted I was thinking of something other than emotional pain...
(Please god, let Ming be too drunk to remember anything at all.)

Played touch rugby, or at least what we could with 4 people and a 2m-width space. If I'd been wearing shoes, I would asked someone to go for a run with me.

Everything else's with the friends..

Sometimes, I wish they'd just erase this memory

Sun, 25 May 2003 08:35:19 GMT

you don't remember me but I remember you
I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you
but who can decide what they dream?
and dream I do...

I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
you're taking over me

have you forgotten all I know
and all we had?
you saw me mourning my love for you
and touched my hand
I knew you loved me then

I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
you're taking over me

I look in the mirror and see your face
if I look deep enough
so many things inside that are just like you are taking over

You're oh-so-beautiful ...

Tue, 20 May 2003 12:13:21 GMT

Damnit. Nothing's going right for the blog layout. Somehow the stupid layers won't work with the damned table.

Farkit.

maybe if you cried just a little; i'd feel less of this pain

Mon, 19 May 2003 14:04:16 GMT

is that mattering just as much to you as it is to me?

i hauled all my hurts to the friends ...

I just need a little more lovin'

Sun, 18 May 2003 14:39:28 GMT

At long last I manage to change something about this thing. Thanks a whole lot Jem! :p

Nothing's really changed in terms of colors.. I matched it exactly with the blog's cos it's just in my mindset now. Dont't really feel like doing my essay, but if I don't, I'd get fucked left right up down tomorrow and Exco elections are on Wednesday. Damnit, I so want to get into Exco. No, forget that. I want to be President. But somehow, that isn't too likely. *rolls eyes*

Now Mich can't blame me again for not updating. Ha. Had a mini-argument with her that day because she's still named as Mich the Bitch in my phone book. It's funny how we don't want to let go of our old nicknames. I mean, I still respond to Trashy and only my MG girlfriends can call me that.

Giving a special shoutout to Slim who's feeling down. I told you men suck. Without the question mark behind, you notice.

Wish me luck, this LJ's going on the ICQ info. Let's hope it'll be the same as it was before. Somehow, I don't think I'm going to leave all the personal entries out in the open. I'm just afraid about the blog. Just.. well. Time to face it and 'fess up, I guess.

All of us are into the anything with a dick should be castrated club. Ha. I won't say being single rocks, but it sure beats having to understand (stupid) men.

boys need to grow up, but men are still immature anyway.

that's been frozen in that pretty silver girl

Mon, 05 May 2003 13:27:33 GMT

Just testing out the new LJ.